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christmasssss [22 Dec 2008|10:07am]
Woo ! it's almost christmas !!!! been busy christmas shopping lately.. and i'm finally done ! i know it's so last minute... but hey ! hahahha

well, wish everyone a merry christmas !
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holidays... [15 Oct 2008|02:53pm]
I just found out that I am working on....

NEW YEARS !!!!!!

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hmmm [14 Dec 2007|05:01pm]
Good things happening in the Navy.. Made 3rd class ! (Advanced to the next pay grade).. Then made Bluejacket of the Quarter. Wo0t ! Anyways.. The year is almost over... Sometimes I feel like I'm so old.. Bought a house.. and pretty much everything that has been going on in my mind is bills.. I feel so old and sometimes I think I should be spending my time doing other things than worrying about bills.. Normal 19 year olds don't worry about bills !! AHHH.. Well, it's almost New Year's.. I don't know what I'm doing.. But New Year's in the states is boring.. NO FIREWORKS here.. Argh..
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A new year, along with a new mood. [15 Nov 2007|08:16pm]
It's not even a new year, yet I feel like it has been. It's been a year and a half or so since I've been away from home. How I miss home. SO many new things have changed. I bought a home, but I'm not sure if this was the right decision. Financial issues? I think I'll be allright but will be on a tight tight tight budget. As for everything else, work is allright. With the issues and drama that is going on right now, I don't know if I'm planning to stay in the Navy. On the other hand, I'm going to school right now, taking classes at Saint Leo University to get my Associates Degree in Liberal Arts. It's allright, but it's a joke, I'm not learning anything. Also, my work sent me to take a Network + Certification. I don't really care for it, it seems as though I am just memorizing terms. I think that is how everything in my life seems to play out. Throught elementary, junior high, high school, chinese school, boot camp, information systems technology school, it seems as though I just memorized my way out of everything. Work is depressing me everyday because I don't want to be there. Computers are not what I want to do but it seems like I've been working with them throughout my life. I don't know anything about servers, networks, routers, switches, or anything computer related, yet I am there and taking all these computer schools. I should be fortunate because these classes are thousands of dollars, but at the same time, I just feel like I'm memorizing everything. At work, I feel like I am doing my job just to do it so I can go home. I don't know what I am complaining about because I have no clue what I would like to do with my life either. For now, I guess just be thankful that I got this far, but it's really hard when I am unhappy with where I am at.
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[15 Nov 2007|07:52pm]
The year is almost over =]
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[21 Sep 2007|07:09pm]
I think I'm going deaf. For some reason, or my hearing has just gotten really bad lately.. I have to make the TV really REALLY loud just for me to hear it good and it's the same when listening to my iPod.. Hm.. Anyways, this week has gone by extremely fast.. =] I've had the whole week to take midterms but uhm.. I guess I'm going to do it tonight. The best thing about online college is, that you have that whole week for midterms and get to take it whenever you feel you are "ready".. We are never really all "ready" for anything, are we? Took the advancement exam yesterday.. It was pretty hard but hopefully I have enough points to pass.. (Navy thing) .. Anyways, other than that.. My plans for the weekend ? Fix my car (axle, antenna.. alot more..) IDK alot about cars.. Maybe they are trying to rip me off again ? I always feel like I'm being ripped off for some reason.. Last time I went to fix my car, it was $356.. =S and uhm.. on my down time, go househunting.. Really need to move out by November..
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[15 Sep 2007|01:23pm]
I can't sleep. I think I'm meant to be awake =S
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[15 Sep 2007|12:34am]
It's the weekend.. =] Watched Mr. Woodcock tonight.. It's allright.. Really wanna see The Heartbreak Kid though ! Going house hunting tomorrow and maybe get my hair done.. Made an appointment but they might be coming in to install storm doors. Blah blah blah. I sound so boring.. But yeah.. That's it for now..
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[13 Sep 2007|02:29pm]
Ack.. Just got off of a 2 week night shift and now, I can't sleep till 5AM !! Lol.. Procrastinating BIG time with homework and reading and writing essays and blah blah.. Can't WAIT to move out.. Roommate is a bitch. And uhm yeah.. That's all.
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wahaha [22 Aug 2007|04:58pm]
finally got out of work early today and was gonna go running, but its all thunderstormy.. scares me alot.. i hate being by myself. stayed up late last night making lumpia and couldn't wake up this morning !! ack.. anyways dont know what to write, just felt like typing lol. i know, i know. weird.
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Hmm.. [20 Aug 2007|05:51pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Hopefully this Human Behavior Perspective class that I am going to take when college starts would help me understand why some people are so ignorant, lazy, and selfish. Seriously, she eats the food that I buy, she doesn't buy any food, does not clean up after herself, doesn't clean the house, and pretty much doesn't do anything.. Hm.. Whatever. 2 more months that I have to put up with her. Onto brighter and better things, I got one more week of "regular" schedule for work, then going on a mid shift for two weeks (from 10pm-6am) Should give me plenty of time to do whatever I have to do, but most likely I'm just gonna stay home and go online. Sad, isn't it? Tried to learn how to play the guitar but it just didn't click. Can't really seem to find anything interesting to do or interesting to read.. Like I lost passion for everything tangible. All I do is work, cook, clean, sleep, eat. Bleck.. Life with the husband is great.. Still wanting to go to Europe so badly.. Got new glasses ! But don't realy like them.. They were free and from the Navy so yeah.. Gotta get some that I actually like.. My prescription got better ^^ Idk how that happend lol.. But.. Over all, mood is BLECK and I DON'T KNOW ... And, of course, ANNOYED.

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[26 Jul 2007|07:47pm]
It's been 23 weeks since I last posted, and so much have changed. I am FINALLY starting college this fall and that is most exciting, I think. Took a year off of school and I don't think that did me any good. Bleck =S We'll see how I do..
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[13 Feb 2007|03:04pm]
They're changing our schedule againnnnnnnnnnnnn. Five days a week, 8 hours a day. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. And if we have duty, 6 days a week. BLECK. I liked the whole day/night shift thing. I'm not settled in Virginia yet.. Still unpacked in my barracks. I'm suppose to get a new barracks with my own room but the one I'm supposed to stay at has no space.. And I'm suppose to get an apartment but they won't give me money until I find a lease. Never ending cycle- can't get lease w/out money and can't get money w/out lease. Hmm.. My roommate has like beer cans all over the trash can, but I hardly live there. When they do room inspections though, they better not blame me ! Hehe, I MISS SAIPAN !
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[08 Jan 2007|09:40pm]
updating for Aya. I think I told her on myspace that I would update.. I'm getting a laptop soon, and when I do, I guess I'll start updating again.. Reading over past entries was.. I don't know the word for it.. I think I'm getting dumb.. But once I get a laptop, I'm gonna start college, so yay. So I'm stationed here in Virginia for the next 3 years of my life, work is allright so far. I work two days on, one day off, then two nights on, then three days off; a bit confusing and sleep pattern changes alot but I guess its ok. It's my first night tonight, and I got 8 more hours to go ! wo0t ! heh. Well, everything is good, I miss home cooking. I am serious this time when I said I'm gaining weight. Lol. Processed & microwavable food isn't very healthy. Hmm.. I haven't been working out, its been 3 & a half to 4 weeks now. Agh. I MISS FLORIDA ! How is everybody ? Aya, Seung, Andrea, Jacqueline ?
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[05 Jul 2006|10:56pm]
Hm.. July 4th was.. interesting. It rained when I got there. Soaking wet trying to find a tent w/ less people. Fireworks were beautiful. Kept raining. Feet dirty. Crowded. Memorable. Hm.. 5 more days till I leave. In an hour, it'll be 4. Hm... Need to do something spectacular before I leave.
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[23 Jun 2006|09:38pm]
Had PT [Physical Training] today. Thought it was gonna be killer. Got the wrong directions !! Lol.. We were suppose to run from Oleai [sp?] Pavillion to Quarter Master and back.. But we ended up running from Oleai Pavillion to almost Megabyte.. Until we were told to turn around.. Lol.. That was funny. Still need to learn to tread water, but I guess I won't.. So I'll just learn in Basic Training, that'll be the only thing holding me back. Leaving in less than 3 weeks ! So summer's been allright. Lol. I sleep at like 2 or 3, wake up at 12.. Eat, go online, eat, go online, get ready, go out, eat, come home, go online, sleep and do it all over again ! Haha.. What's there to do in Saipan ? Ideas anybody ?! I have like 536587 pieces of hair that fall out each day. I should make something with it.. Like a sweater !! Lol.. How's everybody's summer ?
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[10 Jun 2006|09:17pm]
Pears are yummy. So summer's been a bore so far, but I can't complain. You know what, I really wanna try to be a happy person 24/7. I hate looking so serious all the time. Hmm. Okay =] slap me when I make a negative comment.
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[03 Jun 2006|09:50pm]
My heart does the tango, with every little move that you make.
I love you like a mango, which we could make everyday.
Drop baby, Drop baby, Drop, got to drop all your love on me.
Drop baby, Drop baby, Drop, drop cause I'm hungry.

Ahh. Song's stuck in my head !
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[03 Jun 2006|02:14pm]
Really don't konw what to write.. Ehrm ehrm...
Thanks Seunggyy for coming to my grad ! It meant alot.. Even though I only saw you for like a minute.. It still meant alot to me that you came ! Thank you !!!! =]
Graduation was better than expected. I thought it'd be shitty. Too much talking though.
Anyways. Still don't know what to say. Too sleepy. Haven't slept in two days. Hm. Have work in 30 minutes.... Hm.. Okay. I think I'll get ready..
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[25 May 2006|08:43pm]
Good Bye High School !
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